This is not an apology post. More of a commitment to myself to give more time to things I value, like blogging regularly.
Do you ever get so busy that things in your life just start to fall by the wayside? You’re barely keeping up with the essential, paying-the-bills stuff, and even if you have any time to do other things on your to-do list, you don’t have the energy for them. So your to-do list gets longer and longer, and then at some point you realise you’re just moving the same items over from day to day, week to week.
My life has felt like that lately. I’ve been busy keeping my head above water, barely keeping on top of the things that absolutely had to be done. Things like blogging have fallen by the wayside. Yes, I’ve put up the occasional post just to keep things going, but I’ve missed a couple of months of sending out my email newsletter, I haven’t been actively commenting or writing monthly roundups of my reading, and I missed one of my favourite blogging events, German Literature Month. As for my Borges Marathon, I seem to have got cramp in the first mile.
I’m hoping that’s changing now, which is why I’m writing this post. It’s not one of those apology posts that bloggers sometimes put up, because I’m pretty sure nobody has been seriously affected by not seeing so many posts here. It’s more of a commitment to myself to start giving more time to things I enjoy and value, this blog being one of them.
I’m reminded of a very claustrophobic Italian novel I read last year, Snow, Dog, Foot by Claudio Morandini, about an old man who lives up in the mountains and gets completely snowed in every winter. I feel as if I’m just now starting to dig myself out, to feel the breath of spring.
Some of the busy things I’ve been doing have been good, at least. I was shortlisted for the Bridport Prize for a flash fiction piece I wrote about living under Covid lockdown. I wrote a long article for The Wall Street Journal covering academic research on whether entrepreneurs are happier than the rest of us and why. And I’ve been working hard on finishing a new novel—more details to come on that, hopefully, maybe…